Coincidence Same Birthday

What a wonderful power of God when two people who are important in my life share the same birth date.

Adawiya..I met her 14 years ago as my roommate . She's a nice person, although sometimes she just to easy get  "sentap" but she also easy to forgive people. I am one who did not have many friends because I am not easy get along with people but with her, I can't believe that our friendship keep lasting until now. We almost messaging everyday (WhatApp), of course. She's the one of friends that not put any interest into relationship and without profit to gain.

Ratfi..My soul mate that I met 9 years ago. We know each other through online messenger . He suddenly say Hai and asked " How tall are you?". I never reply for stranger on YM because I just not interest. But, I don't know at that time I reply him and after that we keep YM each other and now he is my husband.

The magical happen because both of them share a same birth date. 19/03
One is my husband and the other one is my best friends...

They also share a certain same interest things that totally different with me at all...and sometimes I just have a feeling that I married with my best friends because of this common. Haha.. Just really insane..


Happy Birthday dear husband because totally patient with my attitude, emotion and behavior..Hahaha


Happy Birthday dear friends that keep friends with me even I'm not really socially type of person..Haha..

My Anger Management

I must admit that I have issues to control my anger. Lately, my life getting depress with environment around me. I just hate it so much and hate everything surround me except my kids.
I really want to escape from all of this. Don't get me wrong. Maybe because I'm not myself anymore and I cannot act and do what I wanted to do. I feel my life is fake. But no life is fake. That the real things that you need to live.

So today I decided to expressed my feeling . Typing so long sentences but as usually no answer.
Then I decided to ask opinion to my group best buddies . Then as usually get a lot of respond. Guess what, because they are a girl and You automatically can guess whose that " with no respond". (> _ <)

So I still need a girl in my life. I need a friends that can hear my problems. Shhh...I need girl more than boy. So next pregnancy let produce some girl.

Young lady, please bear and stay with me ...Huhuhu

Realize Life Without Wifi And ASTRO

The good things when you live in small room without Wifi and Astro...

You start realize the things that make you doesn't care happen before this...

Now I realize that my kids talk too much..Especially Rauhah.. She's so polite and cool when meet stranger. She greetings them by say Hai Aunty,,Hai Kakak..My name is Rauhah and here my brother Raid. She talk to much with them even never meet them before. She just answer whatever questions that be questioning and if she doesn't know she just reply "I don't know". She also questioning them back..Hahaha..She really passionate in reading and writing. She done her homework.She play with her brother and really take care of him even our  environment slightly change. 

Raid also can speak a little words too..Bu, eat, finish, no and etc. He really adore his sister and sleep side by side with her. 

I almost cry when heard her conversations with Kakak that she called Aunty..

Aunty : Pandai Rauhah cakap..

Rauhah : Yerlah, at home Ibu  and Abah  always with hand phone..

How I realize that I missing precious moment ...

We not really talk each other again..

No response that make me tired and bored to talk...

That little things that really hurt me and turn me down ....

That's why..Communication very important in relationship..Now I talk to much with my kids..We start make a planning...

We talk about : What we want to eat for breakfast,lunch and dinner

                          Start story our activities on whole day before we sleep

                          Rauhah start talk that a conflict that she has with her friends at school .. (Hahahaha)

 We do homework together..Even Raid also start draw.