Realize Life Without Wifi And ASTRO

The good things when you live in small room without Wifi and Astro...

You start realize the things that make you doesn't care happen before this...

Now I realize that my kids talk too much..Especially Rauhah.. She's so polite and cool when meet stranger. She greetings them by say Hai Aunty,,Hai Kakak..My name is Rauhah and here my brother Raid. She talk to much with them even never meet them before. She just answer whatever questions that be questioning and if she doesn't know she just reply "I don't know". She also questioning them back..Hahaha..She really passionate in reading and writing. She done her homework.She play with her brother and really take care of him even our  environment slightly change. 

Raid also can speak a little words too..Bu, eat, finish, no and etc. He really adore his sister and sleep side by side with her. 

I almost cry when heard her conversations with Kakak that she called Aunty..

Aunty : Pandai Rauhah cakap..

Rauhah : Yerlah, at home Ibu  and Abah  always with hand phone..

How I realize that I missing precious moment ...

We not really talk each other again..

No response that make me tired and bored to talk...

That little things that really hurt me and turn me down ....

That's why..Communication very important in relationship..Now I talk to much with my kids..We start make a planning...

We talk about : What we want to eat for breakfast,lunch and dinner

                          Start story our activities on whole day before we sleep

                          Rauhah start talk that a conflict that she has with her friends at school .. (Hahahaha)

 We do homework together..Even Raid also start draw.

  

Spoil...Oh Spoiled

I always get a respond ....

Anonymous 1 : Don't simply buy a things for your child

Anonymous 2 : Don't spoiled your kids

Anonymous 3 : Never and never

I need to admit that I always spoil my kids with things when have an extra money in my wallet..I don't mind to buy a book, color pencil,toys,clothes and etc even knowing that things repeatedly ask by my daughter..

I always refused to buy a 'jajan'....

I just don't bother when my daughter screaming like hell when she want sweet...

But I'm not really like the respond like that..When you said that don't spoiled your kids...

I really want to spoiled my kids as I could...

Nothing wrong with that because its really up to you, how you raise up your kids...

I always feel disappointed when I can fulfill what their wants...eventually when you already pick up the things and suddenly you check up on your wallet..the money is not enough..OHHHHHHHH...and when you look at your kids face..like.....Girl, you need to wait..We come back later okay??? ..and she just look at you with an empty eyes..Its gonna kill me like a hell....

I don't even know if I strong enough to not spoiled my children........

Rauhah Turn 4..Big Girl..Big Sister

Very difficult to me to accept that Rauhah growing bigger..suddenly realizing pants her worn already does not fit ..and she start nagging "why you give me this pants..?apela ibu ni..its small..." and this certainly make me cry... 

I just imagine how Rauhah still in same size....

I just imagine how Rauhah still want me to hold her....

But in reality.....

She is very happy when she can press a button lift ....she felt that she was very independent when she can wash her own hands without help.........even now..

She do a lot of things by herself without help...(she refuse anyone to help her)

tooth brush

shampoo hair

get dress

hair brush

eat at public..tak bagi ibu suap..

climbing stairs 

etc.......................................

and now

Rauhah dah pandai nag the things that she was not satisfied....

Rauhah gonna turn 4 and I will cry a lot....

How many things without realizing it, had I missed a lot of things that somehow caused chaos for anything.....

Happy Birthday My Sweet Little Princess    30/12

I really hope and doakan that Rauhah gonna be a CSI scientist *still dreaming about this*

Ibu doakan Rauhah membesar dengan iman, berkat dan sihat...

Organize Wardrobe Part 1

My biggest weakness is organize and folded clothes. Indeed lazy to work done and the situation now is worse. Not to exacerbate the current situation in which bad feel depressed with my own clothes that I packed away for reasons no more space to store clothes. So the best way is to restructure existing clothing.

See....restructure..restructuring

Restructure means to organize (a system, business, society, etc) in a different way...

So mean by that, I need to organize my wardrobe in different way..

Despite the fact that I have no specific rules in this regard...

Even with the exact meaning, did not fold the clothes ....

Even with the exact meaning, just enter the basket....(not proud with that)

Even with the exact meaning, I'm not open wardrobe anymore because all my clothes in basket............

So this is my goals

Aim to organize my wardrobe

Aim to fold my clothes

Aim to throw away garbage..that means old clothes that not fit me at all...

Aim to be life in peace.....with my lovely family and my nice wardrobe....

Here the list :

Start doing the merge

Start doing the re size

Start doing the layoff

Finally...i able to practice fundamental of management that i learn...So tak sia-sia genggam ijazah... It will be continue....

RAID NAWFAL 1

SELAMAT HARI LAHIR RAID.......

MOGA RAID MEMBESAR MENJADI ANAK YANG SOLEH, SIHAT, DAN DIBERKATI REZEKI YANG BERKAT..AMIN..

BAK KATA KAKAK RAUHAH "IYE..IYE KAN RAID??"...HEHE

Cinta Hati

Dia sebenarnya adalah pemampan aku yang paling kuasa....
Dia penyokong di saat aku hampir rebah...
Dia buatkan aku mengalah walaupun hati perit...
Dia jadikan kalah bagaikan menang...
Dia kuatkan aku walaupun aku sudah tiada hala...
Dia sentiasa ada di sisi aku bila rasa sudah hilang..
Dia tahu rasa penat dan letih aku akan hilang dengan adanya dia..
Dia turut akan menangis bila aku menangis..esak dia menangis kadang-kadang lebih kuat dari aku..
Dia tahu bila aku sedih..dia akan senyap dan biarkan aku menangis...
Bila tiada tangisan lagi dia akan cakap " Ibu tak nangis kan?.. Rauhah tak nangis"...
Sedangkan kesan air mata dia lebih banyak dari Ibu.....
Ya Allah SWT sesungguhnya aku bersyukur padaMU kurniakan aku teman hidup ini..Budak kecil yang berjiwa besar disamping aku..
Dia pendengar setia walaupun dalam umur yang masih muda dia tak faham kenapa ibu dia menangis...
Dia akan duduk sebelah tunggu sehingga aku habis menangis..
Sesungguhnya dia setia dengan ibunya...lebih setia berbanding yang lain...
Dia hiburkan hati aku dengan kaletah dia yang becok...
Dia seperti tahu ibu dia sudah kehilangan rasa....
Dia seperti tahu hanya dia yang mampu mengembalikan rasa...
Ibu sayang Rauhah.....
Ya Allah SWT tabahkan hati aku harung semua ini demi Rauhah dan Raid....
~airmata ibu jatuh lagi~

Cotton Fluff Japan - Online Shop Facebook Yang Wajib Diintai

Assalamualaikum...

Masa aku taip pasal online shop ni cuaca hujan lebat kat area Jb ni...sejuk  sangat dan membayangkan suasana di Jepun tika ini sementelah adik bongsu ku pun sekarang tengah berada disana dan hati sangat sakit melihat gambar-gambar dia kat sana....

Online shop ni ade kat Facebook dimana korang boleh search je Cotton Fluff Japan atau IG dia ayeen2..
Budak aiyeen ni duduk kat Jepun dah lama dah..dah kahwin dan ada anak..so yang bujang memang takleh nak ngorat la kan..manala tau kunun ada hati nak mengorat minah duduk kat Jepun nun...

Aku tau pasal dia melalui BFF aku..tak silap aku aiyeen ni junior sekolah dia..
Aiyeen ni jual barang-barang dari Jepun..baca betul-betul ye..barang dari Jepun...
Aku dah view facebook dia berkali-kali sebab aku nak cari birthday present + anniversary present untuk laki aku...memang hati jatuh cinta..sebab dia akan cari barang melalui permintaan korang dan ada juga yang dia offer untuk korang..

Kebanyakkan yang dia jual tentunya banyak barang perempuan..Haha.. Contoh SK II..hello aku ulangi SK II giler murah kot aiyeen offer kat korang..Ni ha tengok BFF aku beli SK II yang ratus - ratus tuh dengan harga paling jimat...terus dari Jepun untuk korang ok....

So sape la yang taknak kan???direct from Jepun.....

Macam-macam barang korang leh request tapi make sure jadi beli..nanti penat si Aiyeen ni usha untuk korang je kan....kalau korang berminat leh la contact by PM si Aiyeen ni di FB atau pun IG dia...ada yang beli set SK II untuk bini dia..how so sweet..ada yang beli T-shirt Uniqlo yang memang murah giler..so dah murah memang boleh terus borong bayak-banyak..dipersilakan...

T-Shirt Hard Rock yang aku request..untungla sape yang dapat pakai nih..hew...hew..sebenarnya aku dah start terfikir tak nak bagi wat hadiah..biar aku je yang pakai..hew..hew..